its been so long since you’ve left
you’re gone just like a theft
you disappeared without any trace
vanished just like the morning breeze
days have passed, nights are over
you’re the one I always remember
though I know you’re not here
my heart longs for you my dear
your memories makes me smile
and I can still feel your presence
Our distance may seem like miles
But the thought of you thrill my senses
110407 3:54pm
Im sorry…
I knew I am very special for you
Though you don’t even dare to say
I knew sometimes I laugh at you
Though I care, you don’t feel that way
Im sorry…
I knew I am so stubborn and rude
That I usually do silly things on you
I knew that I never made you feel good
That I ask too many favors from you
Im sorry…
Because I knew I’ve hurt you
I have caused so much pain on you
That I made you sad and blue
Im sorry…
Because I knew things might change
For I knew I put your heart in a cage
I knew its an unbearable bondage
The pain I gave may scar and age
Im sorry…
Because I knew I have liked you
Still I made mistakes and offended you
I pray that somehow, someday
You and I, together we will stay!
102907 4:59pm
[to Ronald Borjal]
Staring blankly in the keys
Fingers at the right position
Slowly I put myself at ease
Nerves filled with passion
My hand starts to move
Swiftly tapping the letters
With the tickling sound
I suddenly become a dancer
Every steps, every beat
Thoughts suddenly overflow
Every breathe as I pause
A word does really fit
From a single word like a sword
Comes a phrase you can gaze
Then a line, a verse, a chord
Until it becomes a poem of praise
10-19-07 18:26
